November 04, 2009

Peduli Apa





Tuhan,
aku ingin mati.

Aku lelah
hawa nafsuku tak pernah kalah.

Mau mati dikubur,
ataupun ‘mati sufi’,
peduli apa.

Aku cuma ingin mati.
ingin ‘Aku’ tiada lagi.

(HM, 270203, 17.11)

© 2003 - Herry Mardian

2 ulasan:

asyzsufi berkata...

slm..maaf tak fhm maksudnye...blh terangkan?

ibnu abas berkata...

'..(It is) encapsulated in the saying attributed to the prophet Mohammad, "To die before you die." You see, most people wait until they physically die to go back home to God. But the Sufi, driven by the soul's homesickness, wants to experience going back to God consciously, in this life. And for this you have to go beyond your ego. This is what it means to die before you die.'